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Hi Dad!

This is my first time back in WORD, so I thought I would write you a quicky - and see what comes out, so to speak.

Its completely unplanned. I’m not writing a letter, don want to deal with any boring/negative/mundane/shitey stuff, so I’m going to make something up instead.

Afterall in some cases - well, at least in my case, right now - fiction is sometimes the best place to be. Get me???


Manila

Xhap 1

First Draft.

Rewrite 2011

Previous draft 2005…

Hi Dad,

This chapter one of the the re-write of the tomb I sproduced in 2005.
I have obviously had a great deal of time to contemplate – not only what I did, the time out that I took, the pain enjured, the risks I took, the psysical and mental ‘cocooning’ that took place in that time (I did – after all – cut myself off from the big wide world for alwmost two years (and am still paying the price {for those ‘lost years}) and so, at the risk of microsoft word warning me that I have incorrect grammer (there are underscores of various colours gracing my page), I continue, finally imto the unknown.

That unknown is the new unknown.

The ‘Journey’ as I have oftern refered to. In a nutshell, the collapse of self.

Then came the rebuild.

I had to learn the entire world again.

Amazingly, I appear to have made it least far at least.

Enough ‘drama queen’ as you call it. Lets get on with the story.WE’RE DRINKIN CHAMPAGNE
LIKE WERE DRINKIN WATER

WERE DOIN AL THE NAUGHTY THINGS

THAT WE REALLY SHOULDN’T OUTTA.

AND WE KNOW
THAT TONIGHT
WE GOT TO LET GO
AND WE KNOW
WERE GONIA KEEP GOIN
TILL THE MORNING LIGHT



Friday night party fever
Friday night party fever



Been working all week for this night to come

The 9-5 all week long was not my idea of fun






Br

Been waiting all week for this night to come
Got paid – in my pocklet – full of 50s now its time to hit the club
Its sunny outside – a perfect night ahead
Dem girls are getting ready

Manila

Xhap 1

First Draft.

Rewrite 2011

Previous draft 2005…

Hi Dad,

This chapter one of the the re-write of the tomb I sproduced in 2005.
I have obviously had a great deal of time to contemplate – not only what I did, the time out that I took, the pain enjured, the risks I took, the psysical and mental ‘cocooning’ that took place in that time (I did – after all – cut myself off from the big wide world for alwmost two years (and am still paying the price {for those ‘lost years}) and so, at the risk of microsoft word warning me that I have incorrect grammer (there are underscores of various colours gracing my page), I continue, finally imto the unknown.

That unknown is the new unknown.

The ‘Journey’ as I have oftern refered to. In a nutshell, the collapse of self.

Then came the rebuild.

I had to learn the entire world again.

Amazingly, I appear to have made it least far at least.

Enough ‘drama queen’ as you call it. Lets get on with the story.


















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V1

when your all alone
and your far from home
and your feeling lonely...
and when its all gone wrong


we'll know that we'll get by
(coz you always DO)
we can site back with your latest mobile PHONE
 and watch all the children in Hatie that are all ALONE
and when we're done watching
 the breaking NEWS
We can slide it right oot of VIEW -
like we do

and you can't go on
coz your feeling down
that you'll come round
and when you get by (coz you always do)

but what would you do
if there was no food  on your table?
because where your table used to be..
you can no longer see

becuase its been burried under the rubble
with your brother and your cousin


CH.

well, that's what is it like to be a child all alone in Hatie
he has no dad
i'll guess we're glad
that we'll never know.

yeah, that's what is it like to be a child all alone in Hatie

how does it feel to be all alone at midnight?
why why be sad?


 - we got the latest mobile phones
that show us all the braking news
(and when we are done watching)
we can slide it right out of view.

yeah - we can slide it right out of view.

if you were thirsty
and your water supply
had run dry...

and if the the person you would turn to had died...


WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

(THE SOUND OF SILENCE IS DEFENING, IS'NT IT?)

DOWNBEAT EXCERCIE + BLUE NOTES

11111111222222223333444411115555

fifth line on time - 8 bar blues push!!
4 VERSES WITH CHORUS BUILT IN....

SLIDE IT OUT OF VIEW




1

1you s-a-i-d you was HURTING
2you heart was lost your MIND
3now the man you LOVE
4he hurt you all the TIME
5but when thing go (OT) WRONG
6go wrong with YOU
7it hurst me (L) TOO



2

1you love him more
2when you should love him less
3why go up be behind him?
4and take his mess?
5but when things go (OT) wrong
6 go wrong with you
7it hurts me too

3

1cant love another woman
2yeah i love you
3but, you love him
4and stick to him like glue
5when things go (OT) wrong
6wrong with you
7- it hurts me too

break

1now he will leav you..
2or you got tohim down
3no i wont stand  to see you
4you pushed around
5but when things go (OT)wrong
6go wrong with you
7it hurst me too


CH.

OH what is it like to be a child alll alone in Hatie?
who has no dad
i'll guess we'll be glad
that we'lll never know

how does it feel like to be all alone at midnight?
why why be sad?
when we'll never know?

Ch. Tag.


BUT we got all the latest mobile phones
that show us all the braking news
(and when we are done watching)
we can slide it right out of view.



ladies and gentlemen,
on the rare occasions that largescale catasphphies happen

we are used to the the systems kicking in

the proceedures being carried out

and the problem being sorted out.


but this time its diffrent - WHY?

the country of Haity is a very poor country.

with no police, no ambulances and no emergency services.

right now - two million are roaming the streets...

with no food...

nowhere to live...

but even worse than that - no where to turn.

they need your help

so pick up the phone and call the DEC - now

becuase, afterall, its only on the TV...

but what if it happened to you??? (silence)


could you imagine if the ambulances, police and health care - were'nt there????
and if your water had run dry and

nest stage - backing track - basss line, kick and guitar - cubase.









if your ten years old
and your familes gone
who you going to turn to?

if that persons gone
could you go on?
could you go on?

if there were peple crying in the streetthere is no food on my table tonight


m8



1 so when we're feeling lonely
2 and we're your far from home
3 when our day is crazy
 and its all gone wrong
we know deep down that we will be fine
coz somehow we always get by
we always do
we always make it through...


4 and when its all gone wrong
5 we'll know that everything will be FINE
5 and we'll get by
6 (coz we always DO)


DOULBE RYME - 2/4 6/7

1 when your all alone
2 and your far from home
3 and your feeling lonely...
4 and when its all gone wrong
5 we'll know that everything will be FINE
5 and we'll get by
6 (coz we always DO)

v2 - Rich privilaged, powerful




DOULBE RYME - 2/4 6/7

1WHY SHALL WE WONDER WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE A CHILD IN HAITIE?
2i'll guess we're glad - THAT WELL NEVER KNOW
how does it feel to be all alone at midnight?
why why be sad? - we'll never know....



3WE GOT THE LATEST MOBILE PHONES
AND WHEN WE'RE DONE WATCHING ALL THE NEWS
4WE CAN SLIDE IT RIGHT OUT OF VIEW
we can slide it out of view
BECUASE WE ARE NOT THERE


5that we'll never know.
6WHEN WE EATXCHED all the braking news - ON OUR MOBILE PHONES
7LIKE WE DO




 - we got the latest mobile phones
that show us all the braking news
(and when we are done watching)
we can slide it right out of view.

we can sit back when we get home
with our hot new mobuile phone
 and watch all the breaking NEWS
and when we are done waathcing,
we can slide it right out of VIEW.
like we do

yeah -






what is it like to a child all alone in haity?
who has no dad
i'll guess we'll be glad
that we'll never know

why should be scared of being alone at midnight?
and why should we care
we';re not even there?

OH, WE HAVE THE LATEST MIBLE PHONES
and WE CAN WATCH ALL THE BREAKING NEWS
AND WHEN WE ARE DONE WATCHING...
WE CAN SLIDE IT right OUT OF VIEW
like we do





OH WE HAVE THE LATEST MIBLE PHONES
WE CAN WATCH ALL THE BREAKING NEWS
AND WHEN WE ARE DONE WATCHING
WE CAN SLIDE IT OUT OF VIEW
AND WE WILL BE GLAD
THAT WE DONT CHAVE TO CARE
WHEN WRE ARE NOT THERE????


1

1you s-a-i-d you was HURTING
2you heart was lost your {{{MIND}}
3now the man you LOVE
4he hurt you all the {{{TIME}}}
5but when thing go (OT) WRONG
6go wrong with {{{{{YOU{{{{{
7it hurts me (L) TOO



we can site back and watch the children in Hatie
on our hot, new mobile PHONE
who are all ALONE



and when we're done watching
all that breaking NEWS

we can slide. we can slide it right oot of VIEW -
like we always DO







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like we do

and you can't go on
coz your feeling down
that you'll come round
and when you get by (coz you always do)

but what would you do
if there was no food  on your table?
because where your table used to be..
you can no longer see

becuase its been burried under the rubble
with your brother and your cousin


CH.

well, that's what is it like to be a child all alone in Hatie
he has no dad
i'll guess we're glad
that we'll never know.

yeah, that's what is it like to be a child all alone in Hatie

how does it feel to be all alone at midnight?
why why be sad?


 - we got the latest mobile phones
that show us all the braking news
(and when we are done watching)
we can slide it right out of view.

yeah - we can slide it right out of view.

if you were thirsty
and your water supply
had run dry...

and if the the person you would turn to had died...


WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

(THE SOUND OF SILENCE IS DEFENING, IS'NT IT?)

DOWNBEAT EXCERCIE + BLUE NOTES

11111111222222223333444411115555

fifth line on time - 8 bar blues push!!
4 VERSES WITH CHORUS BUILT IN....

line 2 and 4 ryme
line 7 and 7 ryme

SLIDE IT OUT OF VIEW




1

1you s-a-i-d you was HURTING
2you heart was lost your {{{MIND}}
3now the man you LOVE
4he hurt you all the {{{TIME}}}
5but when thing go (OT) WRONG
6go wrong with {{{{{YOU{{{{{
7it hurts me (L) TOO



2

1you love him more
2when you should love him less
3why go up be behind him?
4and take his mess?
5but when things go (OT) wrong
6 go wrong with you
7it hurts me too

3

1cant love another woman
2yeah i love you
3but, you love him
4and stick to him like glue
5when things go (OT) wrong
6wrong with you
7- it hurts me too

break

1now he will leav you..
2or you got tohim down
3no i wont stand  to see you
4you pushed around
5but when things go (OT)wrong
6go wrong with you
7it hurst me too


CH.

OH what is it like to be a child alll alone in Hatie?
who has no dad
i'll guess we'll be glad
that we'lll never know

how does it feel like to be all alone at midnight?
why why be sad?
when we'll never know?

Ch. Tag.


BUT we got all the latest mobile phones
that show us all the braking news
(and when we are done watching)
we can slide it right out of view.



ladies and gentlemen,
on the rare occasions that largescale catasphphies happen

we are used to the the systems kicking in

the proceedures being carried out

and the problem being sorted out.


but this time its diffrent - WHY?

the country of Haity is a very poor country.

with no police, no ambulances and no emergency services.

right now - two million are roaming the streets...

with no food...

nowhere to live...

but even worse than that - no where to turn.

they need your help

so pick up the phone and call the DEC - now

becuase, afterall, its only on the TV...

but what if it happened to you??? (silence)


could you imagine if the ambulances, police and health care - were'nt there????
and if your water had run dry and

nest stage - backing track - basss line, kick and guitar - cubase.









if your ten years old
and your familes gone
who you going to turn to?

if that persons gone
could you go on?
could you go on?




if there were peple crying in the street




every day
 i sink a little bit deeper
every night
i cry a littlre more trears
wont somebody tell me how low i have to fall
until until these tears
can run dry
coz every day i try
a little bit harder - to forget you
and no matteer how hard i try
to start my life - a new

i've pretty much tried everything baby
but no mtter how hard i try
i just cant get you out of my mind





i was lieing in my bed at night

looking up at the stary sky

thinking bout the future of mankind

do we have it right?




all this stuff going on right now

is it only relevent to today

will be look back in 100 years, 50 or ten

and go -

what did we do there?????



i can't sleeep tonight

the full mooon is filling my room with bright light

there seems to be a vision  - hurled down from space

this cute girl  - she has a petty face

she says


dont worry about no future

coz the future does'nt exist

take what you can from this life and go running

coz if you dont take it, xxxxx


well, i was'nt relly paying that much attention at first

i got up, walked to the fridge, and took out some milk

switched on the keetle

and while i was waiting for the kettle to boil - you know - watching it - taking ages


i started to think about my dream - for it must of been a dream

must have been a dream

must have been a dream

and when i looked into her eyes

they weren't real

it was as if they were.... photoshopped or somthing

and her skin was like - well a sunbed tan

so finally i looked up to her and said:






so what if we are brave enough to think about tommorrow?
does it mean i'm not busy takimh care of today?
for today is a mess as it is
so why not throw it all away??????

your just a victim of the 21st century
a -retro futuristic fashion disaster of today
where can mankind go from here
when he lost his soul along the way???









we are all slaves to the system
there will be no revelution

we all lived our lives
without reality in sight

happy to die in fantasy
when fantasy is better than reality

PULP 1 walthamsiderz


V1


i was lieing in my bed at night

looking up at the stary sky

i started thinking bout the future of mankind

do we have it right?


v2


all this stuff going on right now

is it only relevent to today

will be look back in 100 years, 50 or ten

and go -

what did we do there?????


v3




oh i can't sleeep tonight

the full mooon is filling my room with bright light

there seems to be a vision  - hurled down from space

this cute girl  - she has a petty face


she saAID to me:




dont worry about no future

coz the future does'nt exist

grab what you can from this life and go running

coz if you dont, somebody else will take it.


well, i was'nt relly paying that much attention at first
but there was NO WAY i was going to be able to sleeep after that


so i got up, walked to the fridge, and took out some milk

switched on the keetle

and while i was waiting for the kettle to boil - you know - watching it - taking ages


i started to think about my dream - for it must of been a dream

must have been a dream

must have been a dream

and in my minds eye
when i looked into her eyes

it was as if they weren't real

it was as if they were.... well photoshopped or somthing

and her skin was like - well a sunbed tan

and she was like, behind a screen

on myface-book


so finally i looked up to her and said:


forgive me if i'm wrong, but theres somthng not quite right here
something missing - somthing odd.....





your just a 21st century disaster  - a retro futuristic throw-away
how the tell can we even think about tommorrow
when we are aLL A victim of of today?


how can mankind move out-of-here
when we lost our soul on the way???


CHORUS TAG:


so what if we are brave enough to think about tommorrow?
does it mean we not busy taking care of today?
coz maybe if we thought about tomorrow instead
maybe, just maybe, we would'nt be tempted to throw it all awayfor today is a mess we are in right now - so why not throw it all away??????









if we are all slaves to the system
there will be no revolution

we are living a lie
with reality far out of sight

we are happy to die in fantasy
coz fantasy is better than reality